Bu Xueliang in front of him seemed to have just walked out of the box of the TV machine, and was still the leader of the special search group in his memory who was carrying a bag and traveling all over the world. It was just that more than 20 years have passed, and the person who watched the TV is old.
Bu Xueliang, who is 57 years old, smiled lightly, "In the past, he was 'standing 'thirty and 40', he was not confused', and he didn't understand what the meaning means. He always hoped to grow up when he was a child, and he hoped to leave society soon. Then he started a family, had children, and slaughtered the business. He gradually became afraid of getting old, especially after middle age, he felt that he had passed away before and was about to grow old."
Until 11 years ago, I performed the stage drama "The Last 14 Tuesday Courses" with Jin Shijie. The two divided student Mickey and old professor Moli, and discussed life topics such as love, work, family, friends, and even old age and death. "As I acted, I was also touched by this story."
Bu Xueliang said, just like the students in the drama asked the professor if he was jealous of his youth? The professor replied: "The best time a tree's leaf looks before it falls." The old professor has long experienced the confusion of different stages of life, "Am I jealous? I have lived your age, so you should be jealous of me!"
This profound conversation has motivated him outside. "I've been younger, and I've been in a glorious year. I may have been to more places and more wealthy years. I have done many different trials in my work area. Back to this age 10 years later, I'll accept my age more, and I'll be more accustomed to some things I've been afraid of before, and at this time I can accept it and enjoy the pace of this age."
{twenty one} {twenty two}
The steps slow down and have a slow happiness
The past is fast and eating fast, as if you can make life as exciting as possible. Now that the steps slow down, there is a different kind of slowness. He used to choose the most exciting game in the past, but now he stopped to watch the tour or accompanied the people who were dedicated to the tour, "If they have fun, you will be happy, as if you don't have to participate in everything with your own hands."
It's about ghosts and gods, and it seems that it's not that scary. Bu Xueliang admitted that when he was a child, he was afraid of death, ghosts, and darkness. It was always difficult to live in a single room when he went out to live. "The scenes of horror movies are all in the bathroom, and the time for taking a bath to close your eyes is shortened."
However, as he grew older, he became a person and his fear faded. "I am old, and the time when you become a ghost is getting closer and closer. Sooner or later, you will become them, as if you are not so scared."
He said, "As time and age grow, you will understand more and more about being with that age. You will not worry about what it will be like when you go down. You will enjoy the old stage more."
When you are young, you are eager to master the opportunity and lose a lot.
Bu Xueliang debuted at university, doing hosting, speaking shows, acting in movies, and continuous dramas. He also redd the streets and alleys with the "super mission" of "Super Sunday". He admitted that the uncertainty in the performance circle made him eager to shake all the opportunities in his hands.
It's like an on-site movie often carries a script all night long. He was afraid that he would fall asleep as soon as he sat down, so he put the script on the shoe cabinet and finished carving it. He also recorded that he finished work at 3 or 4 in the morning, and then went to the station to continue broadcasting the program at 6 o'clock. "I didn't dare to go home to sleep, so I simply sat on the station's sand table and waited."
Just as her career was turning, my daughter was born. "A few months before she was born, she would cry when she saw me. Because I was working almost every day, she didn't know me, so when she was sleeping at night, she had to deliberately go behind and push her." Bu Xueliang said quietly.
"Even if I had a little time to rest at that time, I put it on myself. As a result, the child grew up in the blink of an eye and couldn't go back to that time." He missed the relationship with his family and elders, and could only regret it afterwards.
These hardships have gradually been resolved after nearly 300 stage performances. He quoted a line from Jin Shijie in "The Last 14 Tuesday Classes": "I have already condemned you, you can condemn yourself."
Can't convince yourself, but some things cannot be strong
"When I was young, I knew that "it was hard to buy a thousand gold and knew it before I knew it", but I still complained about those ridiculous things or sorry for someone. In fact, some things need to be reconciled with myself, and the future path will be easier."
This is not a realization, but a change that has begun. "When you know what you value in your heart at the moment, you will like yourself more, that is to contempt your own events." Now he will take a step back and think about it more, "You can't convince yourself, but some things are not strong."
Bu Xueliang said that the most important thing for him now is to create and accumulate some beautiful memories with those he cherishes, just like his lyrics in the stage drama: "When you regard others as the first priority, treat the people you value sincerely, even if you are gone, you can live in the hearts of others."
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